January 2009
Phantasialand im Wandel.
Gerüchten zu folge wird bald die Gondelbahn, das Brandenburger Tor und die Gondelbahn abgerissen… meine Kindheit.
Terror!?
The first time ever the German government has declared that there is a “very high” danger of terror attacks in Germany.
After several videos came up where the Taliban and other have announced attacks in Berlibn, Munich and here in Cologne in february.
Let’s hope the best.
“I did not know that there is something like sexual anorexia.”
– Kevinchon
“What people say you cannot do, you try and find that you can.”
– Thoreau
Ich könnte schwören...
… dass ich heute den Viva-Klaas die Zülpicher auf einem Fahrrad habe langfahren sehen. Aber da Viva ja auch mittlerweile in Berlin ist, sollte der ja eher da sein…. Keine Ahnung.
Aber ich bin mir ziemlich sicher.
“Estoy tan cansada de las canciones de amor,
siempre hablen de un final feliz....”
– I am tired of lovesongs, they are always about happy endings. We know that life is not like that.
Julieta Venegas -Canciones de amor
2007-Nostalgie
Kann nicht alles so sein wie damals? Dieser geile Sommer? … Helen, Christian… alle? Das Any… all together? Bevertalsperre? Zelten? Köln? Sonne? Wir?
Ich vermisse euch… vorallem Christian. Und den Sommer. Und Helen. Und alle anderen.
Der Winter ist komisch…
Skinny Celebs?
Misha Barton, Lindsay, Paris, Nicole Richie - A lot of stars in Hollywood have gained attention because of their skinny bodies.
Why aren’t there German celebs in the newspapers who have problems with anorexia and co? Cause there are none? Perhaps… Weird.
Snow
I can see my breath.
It is so quiet.
This silence is aching.
The snow mingles with the dirt,
like our love mingles with the pain.
I leave the street and step on the meadow.
Footsteps in the snow. White. Innocent.
I miss this feeling of innocence. Our love has lost it. Long time ago… Long, long time.
________
Nothing left to say.
Oh Shit...
I finally decided to buy a AA-Hoodie … aaand, they are fucking not fitting :( My arms are too small ^^ Or my body, or I dunno. That is not fair …
“Only helpless, not yet torn.
…
Come in rescue me from this awful blue.”
– Maria Mena - Monday Morning
Not blue, I am just addicted to words.
Lesbians expelled from school. →
Stupid world…
“You look like you’re in another world
But I can read your mind
How can you be...”
– Lutricia McNeal - Promise Me
Do you know this kind of situation? The one you love is lying next to you but something is wrong. He/she is far away, not at your side. You don’t know why.
I hate this.
“Quiero que estás feliz, aunque no sea conmigo.”
– Paulina Rubio - Anque no sea conmigo
“I want you to be happy, although it might not be with me.”
Can yout think that about a person you really love? I think so….
Fuck, Fuck, Fuck.
I want a kiss, can I have a kiss please? I am addicted to kisses.
I love this game
Though I don’t know the rules.
When I play it, it is so much fun.
I try to play fair, everytime.
Never have I won this game.
The playmates, which are so hard to find,
they break the rules.
They break my heart.
There are times when I am sick of playing, sick of tears from falling.
There is no...
“So forget trying to take my dreams from me.
I am not sorry that I am not like...”
– Belinda - End of the day
Fag?
On TV they were disussing about a boy today who had his coming out on the German version of American Idol. He is 16 and now they talk about whether his decision was good or not. Whether he is too young for this coming out or not.
I wish there were more boys who were that brave. There are too many boys/men who are just to coward.
It is about COJONES … and this boy has more cojones than...
“I know that I know nothing.”
– Socrates
Sometimes I feel like this. I don’t know whether it is really about not knowing something, perhaps it is the confusion of knowing too much.
Like when you learn for an exam and you have a feeling not to know anything, this is exactly the point which means that soon you will know...
“Men could not part us with their worldly jars,
Nor the seas change us, nor the...”
– Elizabeth Barrett Browning - Sonnetts from the Portuguese II
Today:
I bought my new mobile phone and four books filled with poems :D
And I watched “Twilight” *hmm* no clue what to say about this.
24.01.
Reina Mía:
A lot of people ask me why I like Shakira so much. Yes, I fucking Love her.
Why? I have to admit that one has to know more songs than “Whenever Wherever”, “Hips don’t lie” or “Don’t bother”.
I like her lyrics, especially the spanish songs. I have translated enough lyrics here, so I won’t do it here again.
I have seen some documentaries...
“Eres la enfermedad y el enfemeror.”
– You are the sickness and the nurse.
Shakira - La Pared
“Wir haben in einem Villen-Viertel gedreht. Dort wo die Hausbesitzer ihre Hunde...”
– Anke Engelke
Men are like...
…
They obey to their pride. No compromise.
Their pride prevents them from talking about their feelings.
They would rather die than admit a mistake.
They do not show any weakness.
They do not cry… at least they would never admit.
They only change when it is too late. Or are they different?